Wine

I randomly go open one bottle of red wine that belong to my bro one to drink and train my alcohol level man. There are few different types of bottles but i didn't dare touch the very expensive one like ice wine. I don't really drink beer so i drink wine instead.

RP Openhouse

It was a great RP openhouse with YOG cultural workshop games man!

Guess what make it better? I get LOA (leave of approval for class and UT) WOO HOO! I do not need to go attend class or take my stupid amaths UT2 man! I feel like flying up the sky man. Which mean that i need to work hard for my maths UT3 now. Lucky i didn't have to take maths UT2 today if not i will most probably fail again.

Saw 987fm DJ dan and young man! Take pictures with them.

There is one VIP from the govt who came to visit our workshop and the press is here because of our workshop. Snap snap and snap lor! Abit budget lah cos they only bring one cameraman for all the different channel news report haha.

It was fun after all. Tmr is RP openhouse already no more YOG workshop.

DOOM

I WILL FAIL MY MATHS UT AGAIN TMR LIKE WTF??????

A MATHS SUCKS!

A MATHS SUCKS!

A MATHS SUCKS!

The practise questions is like so god damn difficult to do lah!!! Oh lord!!!!!!

Wednesday

Today was madness because someone randomly have to come join my team. Everyone always pray hard that they don't hit jackpot but after such a long time, i hit jackpot again. When i hit jackpot, its always a failed. This explains my performance in class was totally a bullshit. I didn't have the mood to do my work and presentation because he keep contradicting me. All the crap always come out from him and i cannot stand it. I started shooting my machine gun straight at his face already and i don't bother to do my work also. Who cares man! My this cognitive module result have been good all the time and today problem will not affect me much.

Tmr got YOG workshop and RP openhouse. I will get LOA to skip class for YOG and i hope to get LOA to skip tmr maths UT2 as well. If not no choice have to go take the maths UT2. I will expect a fail again if i take the maths UT again. Sigh.

Tuesday

I am fucking tired the entire day man! I have been taking all my break time to sleep lah!

UT2 test was damn easy for goodness sake!

Time to get ready for RP openhouse on thurs and friday don't need attend lesson yay! I hope to get LOA for the YOG facilitation on thurs so i can skip my maths UT2!

I need to sleep early today fucking tired. I got no time to go work also because of time constrain and tiredness!

Next week will find time to go back to work!

Monday

Back to school on the Monday and the horrible thing is that its maths module again. Its AMATHS topic again and i totally feel like fainting man. What a horrible way to start the first day of school in the brand new year. Today, i am totally like bluffing my way through lah. Its so difficult for me to understand the entire topic and problem. Who cares man! Thursday will be my maths UT2 already so yah, hope i won’t die so badly. Why amaths?!?!? Faint.

After school went to have my early dinner before going to the lecture hall for RP open house training. Aiya sian if not i can go home to study for my UT2 tmr one leh. Slack in the library to use computer and the internet connection is restricted because of UT going on.

Anyway i have already completed my entire CE activity module already cheers! I have completed it within my first year in RP. I need 3 more DA to complete and waiting for some activity that i have attended to clock in the points. But then i still got the YOG activity that earns me 12 DA lah. I think i will have 50 to 60 points after the YOG activity points are clock in. Passing is only 40 so yah.

Holidays Ended

Time flies, and this 3 weeks of holidays has finally ended. I have enjoyed my 3 weeks of holidays to the fullest. Full of thoughts and enjoyment. I shouldn't let whats troubling me to affect my life. It has to end no matter what.

Its time to go back to school man. This coming week got 2 UT2 test. RP openhouse and stuff. The cycle will goes again. Go to school, go to work, go to sleep. My life is going to lifeless with this.

I need to study hard to pass my this sem modules. I need to work hard for my london trip.

I just go online check the air ticket to london and i was like WHAT?!? The amount of money i earn will all be spending on the air ticket already lor. I can afford to pay for my air ticket but not the rest man. I will see how it goes first.

Good bye

Today is my last day rowing with you guys already. I am going to leave the team for my own good. I have been pondering about this issue for quite awhile and in order for me to help myself, i need to leave the team. My passion for rowing is there and i am going to join my other friend team after that.

Dear captain and coach, thank you for introducing me the sports dragonboat and nurture me to become a better rower. I really appreciate all the care and concern you have shown me for the past few months. I am grateful to you two because without you two, i won't be who i am now.

It was a painful decision this time round. How painful it is, i have to make do with it. I cannot stay in the team anymore. It sucks having to wear a mask during training. I had enough of everything. Its time to say god bye. I need a new environment for me to improve myself. Change is a must.

Today i don't know whats with the urge to talk to the boathouse aunty regarding buddhism. She have been reading the buddha book all the time lah. I decided to speak to her and ask whats her opinion and comments about buddhism. It was a really good chat over buddhism man. I was enlighten by her as well. Doing good, not to kill, be grateful of what u have ect.

I realise that i need buddhism to help me get rid of my heart feelings and thoughts. It helps, really. I always chant the buddhist thingy when i am feeling vexed, fear or worried. It helps me to have a peace of mind and get rid of the unwanted thoughts or whatsoever.

KTV

Went to KTV with my clique and club after that! It was a good gathering before we meet again 2 weeks later!

Diet

I just woke up from my short beauty sleep man! I am so tired from the training just now because my coach make us work on our back muscles alot during training.

I am so freaking on diet today lah? Guess what i eat the entire day today? I only eat 3 bread. Yesterday i was a little kia su singaporean lah. There is a bread shop selling all bread at $1 instead of the usual price $1.50 or $2 during dinner time! The lady told me buy 5 for the price of 4 which mean that i only need to pay $4 for 5 bread! I get 5 bread instead. Now i have to finish all the bread man! Also good lah lower the calories intake for the day! Yesterday night dinner was so fattening for goodness sake!

Oh yah, i am going to meet my bff clique for KTV and clubbing later! =) Our last meeting up before everyone get busy with their own stuff again! Anyway there is a friend who have been asking me when i am free to meet up. Always bug me lah and i am always busy when you want to meet. I was not even considering meeting you? If you are not ahem this kind of people, i would have consider. Since you belong to this specific type of people, i will downgrade you already.

Dragonboat

Its a matter of time that i did leave my current db team. I got a friend who is trying to poached me to join his team haha! Anyway today training was good man! Rowing is no kick to me already. Running a good challenge for me. Dumb bells was fine.

Dinner

It was a GREAT reunited with you man! Thanks for the treat babe! =)

New Year Resolution

Everyone is like talking about their new year resolution lah. I should be talking about it too. 2009 has been a really wonderful year for me because of many reason. I have come out of my comfort zone and embrace all the new challenges ahead in life. It is also the time when i found the real me. I got to make so many new friends and found a new clique which was then name fabulous clique. I enjoyed my life so much that i don't have any regrets.

1 Jan 2010 is going to be a brand new year, brand new day, brand new life.

Things i need to learn or do in year 2010.

1) Have a good money management.
2) Go to London to visit my bro end of march.
3) Learn how to click well with my parents.
4) Club less only when necessary.
5) Be more mature, stop complaining, suck thumb.
6) Study hard, work hard in both my job and studies.
7) Build a stronger bonds with my dear friends that matters to me.
8) Exercise more, build my fitness and health.

I think thats about it. Hope everyone have fun in this brand new year!

Siloso Beach Party

Went to Siloso Beach Party with my fabulous clique and we had alot of fun man! We first did our gift exchange with lucky draw and what i can say is that all of us are really fated man! It was really cool lah like wow even fate says u have to take his gift! Nice one lah! Later we cam whore first before opening the gift. I don't really like to open gift outside man. I like to bring it home slowly open it and see haha! The way i open the gift there was damn unglam lah. I anyhow open the gift until the paper so horrible kind. I like the gift that i received because its really nice. What really matters to me is the letters i got from my friends. It was so heart warming lah! You guys spent time writting it and put in all your thoughts into the letter! I thank you for that!

You are not forgotten Justin! =)

Ferreri car boomz boomz boomz so deafening lah LOL!

Pictures will do the talking. =)

Siloso Beach Party

One ticket to 5 sensational beach party! WOO HOO! =))))

Treasure hunter

Went to watch this movie with 2 of my fabulous friends yesterday night at PS man. After that go eat soyabean curb. Later chit chat for awhile before we left for home in cab. =) It was a great outing man! =)

Crazy!

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I have finally decided to post this up on my blog. There is a random insane person went to ask me such things. Oh please! You want me to kick you with my feet? You disgusting person! Stay away from me man! Oh lord you are only like in your early 20's with average looks? What a gross fetishes you have got there. YUCKS! *Pukes*!

I don't need you to pay me a single cent because i can earn it myself. I don't see a need to resort to such methods of earning money. Fuck off man!

I really pity you. Pity you that you have got such fetishes. Your whole life will be ruin because of that.

STAY AWAY FROM ME YOU IDIOT!

Cable Skii

Went to cable skii with junru and it was awesome man! We keep falling down lah but when we manage to get over the start off point and move further, we got a sense of achievement! Our first time experience was indeed fantastic man! Junru learn faster than me because when she finally move out of the starting point and i am still stuck at the starting point. Only during the last turn for mine, i manage to move out of the starting point and fall down later on LOL. When i manage to balance myself and go with the cable skii, i feel so great man. Is like the feeling is so awesome, i don't know how to put it in words.

What a nice exposure we had today! It outweight my unhappiness i had this morning. Junru, please learn your lesson alright. Is not i want to be angry with you. You need to change your habit. Punctuality and responsibility is very important in life. I will still forgive you no matter what because FB clique have been through together for years and will continue to build better bonds over the time! Forgive and forget. =)

All the best for your driving lesson man! When u got your licence, drive FB all around singapore for our outing or whatever man! Don't have to worry about getting home late or what anymore. =)